Insecurities Suck
It sucks that there is a security in the thought of the unknown. In the unknown you can't predict whether or not you'll fail at something or get rejected by something/someone. The unknown that I'm talking about in my life is the unknown of not trying. For instance I am currently not trying out for worship band vocal auditions at my college. I recently talked myself out of trying because the unknown terrifies me, The rejection I don't think I can handle it. In the beginning i had a confidence that couldn't be reckoned with. I was content with whether or not I made the band or not, I've done good. Now, I'm content with not trying because I am so insecure in myself, which allows me to be intimidated. I blame my current hormonal imbalance that comes with this time of the month. I also blame myself with my standing with God. Whenever I distance myself from God my insecurities grow. I have a banner on my Facebook page that says "Don't le...